If I could just find a shooting star id wish myself around the world
I could be sitting by your side lost in you smile
I can think of 10300 reasons for you change you mind and break my heart
Give or take a few I guess
But the number is nothing to me
Distance decreased to just a number
Because love is never an exact science
But the math is one part you plus one part me
Can you tell me I got it right this time
Because I can still feel the I love you's halfway around the world

I know exactly what I want and I know exactly what I need,
I know exactly how to get it,
and it starts on my knees...

Today I was thinking about Marlene which lead me to think about how she used to call me ice queen because i was born on the last day of winter so that must be why my heart is made out of ice she always used to tell me and it made me think of the other day when Ryan was going to make a joke about my heart being cold but then he said it wasnt true so it wouldnt be funny...and he was right...thats my problem...marlene used to be right and now ryan is right....i used to be have this impenetrable shield that no one could break i was cold and i would let you know it too...and then something happened...i changed...i became soft...and warm...i became an idiot...I wear my heart on my sleeve...and I fall so in love...and I try so a hard to be their everything...and I don't stop to realize that they're obviously not the one...and I don't remember the number one rule: Do what you love doing and you will find someone who loves doing the same thing. Don't look for love, beg for love, or suffer for love, just live.